Starting of a new countdown... Counting down again

So, today is the day where my post gets a bit emotional, where my post gets a bit whiny, and also where my post gets a bit personal, where my post gets a bit more 'insightful', where my post lets you look inside of me 'naked'.

It's a bit like 'Naked Truth' but less the truth, a bit like a confession, but not really, it's like a personal statement but less formal, it's just me being random.

So, is it cool to be random, or random to be cool, I've no effing idea. I'm just typing this piece of crap which I will regret, or think: what the heck was I thinking when I was typing this piece of crap, and not regretting. :)

Alright, so, I've spent more than 100 words writing nothing actually. And wasted your precious 2 minutes reading my nothing. ;) Sorry peeps!!

Anyway, here's what I wanted to write actually. Today marks the start of a new countdown, yup, counting down again. But, counting down to what? It's only a month left til my flight back to Ann Arbor, MI. Am I looking forward to it? Hell YES and hell NO.

HELL YES!!!!

why so? lol... well, I've been home since May 1st, and it's been almost 3 months of me missing great things happening in the college. College days are just great! The companions, the work, the people, the feel, the studies, the activities, the environment, the people again. It's just great! Forgot to mention, the alcohol, but actually not really, it's not so much about the drinks, it's more about the companions, try drinking the best vodka, or the most expensive wine with an arch nemesis, it doesn't work that way, does it? So... it's not about some chemical mixtures, or solutions, it's about the chemistry, probably with the help of those chemicals ;) And the weather to, not the weather now, but, the weather there when I get back. Fall is the shit. (I can't believe that how the world is changing, where shit actually means cool thing, hip thing. I really can't understand this, but well, that's the shit! - Am I getting old or what?)

HELL NO!!!

So, why am I contradicting myself again? This is by no means a diplomatic answer . This comes from the bottom of my heart!!! The family, the people, the country, the food, the bond, the touch and feel, the smell(although it's shitty - this shit as in shitty shit, not hip shit shit) but it just adds to the senses, the hustle and the bustle, the cafe, the sports. There's just so much for me to mention here. You just gotta be here to sense them. (A bit of a yoga there)

So, that's the counting down again. Whatever it is, it's only 1 month left, with 3 weeks of my internship to go, and also planning to shop for some stuffs before I head back, and also, the long awaited and yet to fall through sandy-beach-beautiful-palm-trees-extraordinary-underwater-sceneries-and-what-not trip to Bubu Long Beach Resort at Perhentian Island. And also, to renew my documents, and also, to meet up with my relatives again, for lunches and dinners, and that's about it.

Before long, it will actually be my time, waiting at the terminal(I look forward to reaching back in Ann Arbor, but not the journey, how I wish, I can just press the fast forward button once I'm on the flight, and reach Ann Arbor within an instant. That would be cool.), changing flights, dragging 2 huge luggage, and hailing a cab, and check into my new room, and meet my hallmates and all, and can't wait til the home game on the 2nd of Sept, and going to classes and parties again...

So, this post is not actually much more personal or anything rite? Just lamer I guess.

Anyway, did I mention that I passed my 2nd actuarial exam. Still waiting for the paper results. Wonder what grade did I score.

Later. It's Friday again!!!